The Memoir of Independent Rapper Robert "B-Cide" Cardillo II Living with MS

A true story of pain, purpose, and perseverance. Read the book. Hear the soundtrack. Feel the impact.

Available now in multiple formats, choose how you want to experience the story.

Available in Kindle, Paperback, and Audible formats.

Myelin My Shoes: The Story of Resilience, Reinvention, and Realness

Told with unfiltered honesty, this memoir takes you deep into the life of B-Cide, an underground rapper diagnosed with multiple sclerosis who refused to quit. From mixtapes to medical setbacks, this is the story behind the struggle.

🎁 On Sale Now:
Signed Book + CD Soundtrack Bundle

Get the Myelin My Shoes memoir autographed by B-Cide, plus the official soundtrack on CD
the same one that’s hitting vinyl for National Vinyl Record Day.
$30 shipped — limited quantities available.

Listen to the Official Soundtrack

Produced by B-Cide to match the emotion and themes of Myelin My Shoes, the official soundtrack brings the story to life through music. Several tracks directly reflect moments and lyrics discussed in the book, this isn’t just an album, it’s the audible extension of the memoir.

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Now Available on Wax: The Memoir Soundtrack That Hits Different

For the first time ever, a memoir’s soundtrack gets the vinyl treatment.

Limited to just 25 copies, this collector’s edition is made for those who’ve followed the journey – and want to hold it in their hands.

🗓️ Drops August 12 (National Vinyl Record Day)
🛒 Pre-orders open NOW!
🎧 The same emotional impact as the book — now pressed to wax

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👕 Official B-Cide Logo T-Shirt
Rep the name behind the memoir. The official B-Cide logo tee
is now available in limited quantities.
Bold design. Underground legacy.
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About the Author

Robert Cardillo II, known professionally as B-Cide, is a rapper, author, producer, and entrepreneur from Utica, NY. With over 25 years in the underground hip-hop scene and a relentless spirit shaped by a diagnosis of multiple sclerosis, B-Cide continues to create, inspire, and overcome. Myelin My Shoes is his unfiltered story — a journey of pain, purpose, and personal reinvention.